survey
Okay i took a little survery thing and its kinda cool so check it out.... and i dont really feel like writing about me day either b/c nothin happened once again cept for maria poured coke in my eye ball. but yeah tomorrows sadie hawkins day so im just gonna dress up like a fag with kayla
The last thing that made me feel cared about was: talken to ppl who care about me.
The last time I was scared: um Monday when me jamie and maria watched the ring for like the 10th million time but thats ok.
The last time I cried was: lord knows?
I will be remembered as: the annoying girl that is too outspoken sometimes
Someday i will be: in control of your dumbasses
I crave: to be loved
I like: affection
I know: a lot that you dont know about me
I want: to be friends with some that ive lost
I fear: rejection
I understand: nothing
I hate: couples and boys..
Hate is: everywhere
I love: writing in this
Love is: not enough sometimes
I live for: shopping
I sing: in the car
I try: to stand out
I forget: names
I wonder: everything
I see: relationships end
I can: fly
I can’t: stop
I miss: a lot of people
I feel: unimportant
I believe: in myself
When I am sad I: listen to music
When I am happy I: am hyper
Freedom is: in america
Suicide: is an option
Drugs: are in the health book
Alcohol: is made from grapes
Sex: is kaylas pleasure..hah
Music: is a universal language
Life: ends eventually.
I am who I am because: nature & nurture
One of my dreams is: uhh i forget
I find it hard to: understand idiots
This survey was: stolen but borrowed?
The best way to know me is: to talk to me. or read my journal if your shy
I am: beautiful HAHA
Posted at 06:22 pm by me
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
i dont really know what im doing so w/e?...nothin special happened AT ALL today which kinda sucked b/c my lifes boring hah... but thats okay even tho mr bult tried to tell me im not doin anything for my project thing which i am. and even if i wasnt o well its really gay and i shouldnt be doin it anyways. whew bad attitude
but ne ways
-i really miss mikala...ever since she went to page i think im over reacting...but i dont get to hang out with her anymore as much as i used too.. and i hate tommy now.... he never deserved to go out with mikala in the first place b/c she is way to good for him. im being really mean about the whole tommy thing b/c what he did was wrong but.... whoa.
my love life sucks right now but thats okay b/c everyone else has boyfriends or thier lil lovers! but i dont..o well. i dont even think i like anyone right now anyways hahaha so im not gonna sweat it
kayla was supposed to call me and tell me a whole buncha stuff that she needed to tell me but she still hasnt -hmm i wonder what kinda drama is goin on with her..? o well shell call me later.. but i think im gonna go to the tannin bed in a lil bit and for all yall who hate tannin beds ur missing out. b/c they make me and kendall tan hah i dont even know what i just said.. oh gosh i crack myself up lmfao
this friday i think im goin to rocket town w/ ally so YOU should go. but ill probably end up not going... ahhh... we'll see.. but thats only if we dont get a ride home so you can take us home if you want. (hint hint)
oh yeah i named my thing "blah" or w/e b/c i dont know what else to name it haha and i say blah alot when im frustrated or just being gay haha
oh yeah this week is spirit week whew whooo actually im not in the "hms spiritive mood" probably b/c heritage sux huge balls..ugh..oh gees
<3Renee
everything happens for a reason but sometimes you are left wondering >>WHY<<
oh yeah i just noticed that everyones icon our "boys suck" and "men suck" lmfao
Posted at 08:47 pm by me
