Thursday, January 22, 2004
what will it take for you to admit you were wrong
Blahh okay today sucked once again. the only good thing about it was we got to dress up like dudes (thanks to chris). I dont even know what made me in a bad mood.. but during math and the rest of the day i was being .. witchy. and haley and kayla just pissed me off a lot today so im not gonna even go into detail about that all i have to say is i dont hate haley or kayla but... they seem to blab a lot like lil messengers or something and it really got on my nerves but w/e... oh yeah one funny thing did happen maria was being really loud and i was like gosh maria your so loud and she was like screamin "jello" in my ear so i hit her and her jello flung everywhere and i yelled in her ear "jello go bye bye" it was really funny at the time...b/c it just was...? idk..
but the basketball game at woodland was pretty fun i have to say i thought the guys were gonna lose b/c of half of our players gettin kicked off but they did awesome and i love them for it! me and bre were just being retarded the whole game and maria and meagan kept liftin up my skirt b/c they like my booty!! and yeah.. but afterwards me meagan bre porschea kaelin and stephen all went to mc donalds that was the most fun i had in a long time it was hilarious we were all hyper and made fools out of ourselves even though no one was there. but yeah thats how my day went..
2morrow im wearing my hair krimpy i think yeah.
and i dont know what im doin tomorrow night either probably nothing b/c the movies are gettin really old. blahh
ok bye,
Renee
Posted at 11:53 pm by me
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
survey
Okay i took a little survery thing and its kinda cool so check it out.... and i dont really feel like writing about me day either b/c nothin happened once again cept for maria poured coke in my eye ball. but yeah tomorrows sadie hawkins day so im just gonna dress up like a fag with kayla
The last thing that made me feel cared about was: talken to ppl who care about me.
The last time I was scared: um Monday when me jamie and maria watched the ring for like the 10th million time but thats ok.
The last time I cried was: lord knows?
I will be remembered as: the annoying girl that is too outspoken sometimes
Someday i will be: in control of your dumbasses
I crave: to be loved
I like: affection
I know: a lot that you dont know about me
I want: to be friends with some that ive lost
I fear: rejection
I understand: nothing
I hate: couples and boys..
Hate is: everywhere
I love: writing in this
Love is: not enough sometimes
I live for: shopping
I sing: in the car
I try: to stand out
I forget: names
I wonder: everything
I see: relationships end
I can: fly
I can’t: stop
I miss: a lot of people
I feel: unimportant
I believe: in myself
When I am sad I: listen to music
When I am happy I: am hyper
Freedom is: in america
Suicide: is an option
Drugs: are in the health book
Alcohol: is made from grapes
Sex: is kaylas pleasure..hah
Music: is a universal language
Life: ends eventually.
I am who I am because: nature & nurture
One of my dreams is: uhh i forget
I find it hard to: understand idiots
This survey was: stolen but borrowed?
The best way to know me is: to talk to me. or read my journal if your shy
I am: beautiful HAHA
Posted at 06:22 pm by me
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
i dont really know what im doing so w/e?...nothin special happened AT ALL today which kinda sucked b/c my lifes boring hah... but thats okay even tho mr bult tried to tell me im not doin anything for my project thing which i am. and even if i wasnt o well its really gay and i shouldnt be doin it anyways. whew bad attitude
but ne ways
-i really miss mikala...ever since she went to page i think im over reacting...but i dont get to hang out with her anymore as much as i used too.. and i hate tommy now.... he never deserved to go out with mikala in the first place b/c she is way to good for him. im being really mean about the whole tommy thing b/c what he did was wrong but.... whoa.
my love life sucks right now but thats okay b/c everyone else has boyfriends or thier lil lovers! but i dont..o well. i dont even think i like anyone right now anyways hahaha so im not gonna sweat it
kayla was supposed to call me and tell me a whole buncha stuff that she needed to tell me but she still hasnt -hmm i wonder what kinda drama is goin on with her..? o well shell call me later.. but i think im gonna go to the tannin bed in a lil bit and for all yall who hate tannin beds ur missing out. b/c they make me and kendall tan hah i dont even know what i just said.. oh gosh i crack myself up lmfao
this friday i think im goin to rocket town w/ ally so YOU should go. but ill probably end up not going... ahhh... we'll see.. but thats only if we dont get a ride home so you can take us home if you want. (hint hint)
oh yeah i named my thing "blah" or w/e b/c i dont know what else to name it haha and i say blah alot when im frustrated or just being gay haha
oh yeah this week is spirit week whew whooo actually im not in the "hms spiritive mood" probably b/c heritage sux huge balls..ugh..oh gees
<3Renee
everything happens for a reason but sometimes you are left wondering >>WHY<<
oh yeah i just noticed that everyones icon our "boys suck" and "men suck" lmfao
Posted at 08:47 pm by me
