arrg. i was having a really good day, but just as i was about to write, a wave of emotion hit. now im mad,sad,&frustrated. i feel like crying. but im not going to. i hate crying. hmm nevermind. that feeling is gone."emoment" or w/e... blah there is nothing to do tonight everyone else is doing stuff but me. imagine that. and im not about to go to the "movies" so ill probably just stay home. im not gonna even get started on all of my friends...and how ally is mad at me for asking her if she had "feelings" for chris..wtf?.. that wave of emotion is coming back....anyways i wont bore you with my life anymore.
heres a cool song that just like describes everything...

"a future with no friend" -small brown bike <<thier pretty cool
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Remember when you said that things would never change.
You liar. Because these days things in my life, they don't stay the same.
You changer. Driving (at you). Thinking (of you).
Tears scream down my face.
Trying (for you). Talking (to you).
An incoherent mess.
Pulled up to your place with a script fully prepared.
I'm acting. You stared with no applause.
A broken leg review. I'm failing. (Failing with you)
A drawer full of nothing, except old birthdays and business cards.
And photos that seem like history.
A history worth nothing.
Like a future with no friend.